Try To Make It Real? Compared To What?

Hey y'all

I've been thinking about the chorus in this song as I've been reading posts this week.




I have decided to spill some more 'real' than I normally do.


My biggest problem--trying to hold back.

So basics


--after a 12 year marriage(15 year relationship) I am divorcing. It's profoundly odd to draft your own divorce paperwork when that's what you do for your living.

--I really wanted to stay in my current house. I found it after a six month search. I pushed for it. I designed the kick ass deck. I was kinda invested.

--I took the advice I give my clients---I took the deal I offered--which means me moving out of that house.

--It's a very involved process buying a new house--but it's so awesome. I am psyched about the new house--I have pics and want to be all *squeeeee* BUT I don't want to jinx it.

--When I pull into the driveway--from the very first time I pulled into the driveway--it had that 'home'feel --and that's a feeling you don't walk away from easily.

Oh my--there is so much more.

However I must be prudent and leave you lusting after Taylor.

I'll share soon.

Smooches and gropes babies!